Know Thyself

"Possess, obsess, request... ulterior motive at the back of ones mind, and only you are conscious of."   These words echo in my being over and over again.  And there it was!  The internal dialogue started... No, not me... I don't do this.  As I listened to it all... it is all me.  I possess, obsess, request.... and oh yes the ulterior motive at the back of my mind.  That one I saw like flash cards always lingering there at times when I said I loved and also with many other things. The ulterior motive, if I really look it's always there posing as the warrior.  I haven't been loving.. I've been secretly taking, wanting, needing, protecting.   All along my mind saying that I have been betrayed over and over again.... No, I betrayed myself with my Tainted Love.  The mask which I didn't even know I had....this mask which has now been seen...
http://youtu.be/DqgVMJXBOsw
Untainted Love
'Love that does not possess, obsess, request.  has no "ulterior motive" at the back of ones mind...been practicing that love.  And any things that you may be doing as well, and only you are conscious of.  In this case.... we are in the same boat.  I'm not judging you...judging myself... and then...I give it to you.'


Got to keep on walking.....

Storytelling Ourselves

Hello Merry Ones,

This is interesting site that my friend is involved in -  
http://ttbook.org/book/story-you

It's all about how we tell stories about ourselves -  to ourselves and others;  how themes change over time in our stories.  It's all "toltec", framed in a different way. We are just a mental construct... perfect!