Friday, November 5, 2010

The End of Moms Journey

HI Merry Band,

Thanks for giving me a shot in the arm, Susan. I am inspired to post again.
For the last month or so, I have been going up to stay with my Mom, 3 days a week.  Her lung cancer has progressed that she now needs round the clock care.
I have been finding it a very peaceful and loving time.
My body let me know that I am needing to further look after myself. This week I got a bout of deep tissue hives in my  throat and then my lips and face. I am literally disfigured.  So I have arranged for respite care when I am up there for next week. I am getting better at looking after myself and not feeling guilty about it. Yay!
In some ways, I want to stay with her every day until its her time to merge into the nonphysical. but at the moment I need to have the break to be in "my" life with Scotia and my home. I have set aside the time to meet with you all in Uclulet. I feel this is a very nurturing ME thing to do and I am looking forward to it.
peace and love Jennie

opening the heart...

the merry band was in my thoughts as i  travelled thru Egypt, pulling you in as we wandered through ancient sites. under the desert heat, for one brief moment,  i physically experienced my heart opening like a flower, and I realized that opening of the heart is the only way I can  tranform from my "fogginess" that separates me from life and the real me. When my heart opened for that second in time ( it seemed forever, but was only a few seconds), i felt the world as i knew it collapse like an old shell..   in that moment, i felt no fear at all, overwhelmed by awe ( although later when my mind kicked back in, it felt shivers of fear ! ). i realized how all our individual thoughts influence our collective reality, and just by starting to change my thoughts, i could really contribute to creating a new world... it seemed  so simple to think that i had that possibility and i didn't need to be a victim to the gloom and doom about the world ( something i had been fretting about);  later my brain accused me of being Miss Pollyana, but in the "moment of experience" it was so real; the world gloom and doom scenario was wiped away like a whiff of smoke. It was just another illusion...

Miss you all!!  You are in my heart.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10 10 10

I want to say, Welcome back to Miguel Ruiz
He just had a heart transplant. Many healing blessings to you.

GOOD ADVICE

Hi Brothers and Sisters, here is something that I hope brings a smile to your face




GOOD ADVICE VIDEO

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Being

What does it mean "to Be"?  Am I aware of my automatic responses, of how I want and like it to look, feel?  From our last gathering, I am perceiving an expanding of perspective, perception, and with it, could be acceptance.

Are we aware of what IS?  and ongoing process!

Our Merry Band: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

Our Merry Band: Checking In
I'm checking in to see if I can publish. How do I attach a photo or document? How do we know which Merry One is blogging? My busy mind needs the practical tools.
Our Merry Band: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL: "I am working on changing my attitude toward myself. More and more I am feeling my beauty regardless of what I think others are saying or AR..."

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

I am working on changing my attitude toward myself. More and more I am feeling my beauty regardless of what I think others are saying or ARE saying, or what my incredibly critical mind is saying....We are All beautiful as  a FACT of Life....

WELCOME

Welcome to Our Merry Band.
Anyone can post here, photos, videos, artwork....if this is not the best setup we can modify it as we go. 
peace and love