the merry band was in my thoughts as i travelled thru Egypt, pulling you in as we wandered through ancient sites. under the desert heat, for one brief moment, i physically experienced my heart opening like a flower, and I realized that opening of the heart is the only way I can tranform from my "fogginess" that separates me from life and the real me. When my heart opened for that second in time ( it seemed forever, but was only a few seconds), i felt the world as i knew it collapse like an old shell.. in that moment, i felt no fear at all, overwhelmed by awe ( although later when my mind kicked back in, it felt shivers of fear ! ). i realized how all our individual thoughts influence our collective reality, and just by starting to change my thoughts, i could really contribute to creating a new world... it seemed so simple to think that i had that possibility and i didn't need to be a victim to the gloom and doom about the world ( something i had been fretting about); later my brain accused me of being Miss Pollyana, but in the "moment of experience" it was so real; the world gloom and doom scenario was wiped away like a whiff of smoke. It was just another illusion...
Miss you all!! You are in my heart.
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