Releasing " the need to know" - embracing the "un understandable"

Becoming more & more aware of my attachment to the "need to know"... I am always trying to translate spiritual experiences into my mental framework -  I can feel my energy start to nose dive when I cloud my vision with the "need to know" attachment.  I am learning to take experiences of expansion at face value; to honor them without trying to lasoo and corral them into understandable chunks.. it's just my brain frightened by the expansiveness that has no recognizable form and shape.   I am trying to embrace  my "un - understandable"!!