Thursday, January 26, 2012

Letting go of resistance. Again.

 
Letting go of resistance. Again.

One more time I face my uncomfortable self.
The desire to slide into the old patterns is strong.
The familiar, the safe,
the rut I have spent my life creating.

If I pause and do a brief stalking of my feelings
If I breathe a moment
If don’t have the answer ready before
I’m sure of the question.

This is a vulnerable place
giving up my precious control
 my perceived power.
I think I’m being true to myself if I give into my egos
desire.

Right here is my sticky place.
I am afraid.
If I go through instead of circumnavigate
If I am the change I keep saying I want to be
If I let go of this resistance
to take the next step.

I stalk this fear of resistance.
Discomfort is a portal
a door into my next level
I resist the desire to flee from this discomfort.
Damn

One more time
I face my uncomfortable self.
I desire what I know or think I know.
I resist and
I let go of resistance.



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