What My Mom Said.....

This is the email my Mom had sent to me a few months before she died.
Wow, it is loaded with many beliefs that I know I fell prey to as I was growing up.
When she sent this to me, I actually felt quite warmed by it, because it was her way of telling me that she thought I was amazing and that she didn't want me to feel bad about being single.
The sentiment, however doesn't work for me. It still implies,  #1. Waiting and #2. Someone outside myself to complete me
My wisdom tells me that time is not required (its now) and that NOTHING  is required.... (I am already complete.)
And as Lennie would say, I haven't caught up to this wisdom that is me now.... I am still acting like I am the person I used to be.
From this moment forward, I am going to ACT as if I am the complete-ness that is "me".