June 23, The Day of the Last Judgement!!!

At the gathering, we joked calling June 23 the Day of the Last Judgement and that endless cycle of judging our judgements. The challenge of those words keeps ringing in my ears. I imagine myself living free and unattached to stories and judgements. Even as I write,a pang of fear arises at the thought of living on the high wire! I keep reflecting on Sleeping Beauty, the Black Fairy and all the Grimm Fairy Tale characters we had explored. For me, they carried so many clues + insights - Sleeping Beauty awaiting that kiss of consciousness, and the Black Fairy, a reminder of those aspects of ourselves we don't invite to the party! They are such great stories of innocence, trauma and transformation - but in the end, the energy always seems to turn back to the light for resolution. I am trying to examine my life like those fairy tales, recognizing those archtypical patterns, stalking them, and creating my own transformations. I often forget that the journey is our choice whether we are aware of it or not. Like Jennie says, we are the only game in town!!